Little whispers have gotten me through many a days. Just a soft awareness within my heart that God is with me, and yes, He cares. He cares very much. The story of the Gideon Blue started with one of those whispers. It all started shortly after Gideon’s diagnosis. I felt like I had a second …
This Mother’s Day my heart was open to a world I’ve never known before. A world where Mother’s Day isn’t necessarily joy filled, happy, and fun. A world where a day of celebration can instead be a day of heartache. A day of sorrow. A day that prods the weeping heart to remember all that …
I am going to be honest, thinking about tomorrow really freaks me out. Before Gideon I naively thought that tomorrow would always be wonderful, full of everything good and easy all the time. Now I am constantly tempted to look at the future always in fear. Grimly thinking that tomorrow will be full of more loss, more …
It has been really hard for me to write lately. Everytime I would try, everything just sounded so sad. But over and over again I kept thinking “this can’t be it.” This can’t just be the way it is going to be from now on…there has to be more to grief than sadness. There just …