I prayed for a legion of God’s Angels to be with us that day. I prayed that God would bring peace and comfort to Gideon in a way that only HE can. I prayed that I could find joy, deep joy in meeting my son. I prayed for this all to happen in God’s timing …
You would think by now I would stop waiting, hoping even, for answers to come. Deep in my heart I know they won’t come at all on this side of heaven. To be honest most of the questions I have had throughout this time, I am glad God did not answer them immediately or reveal …
Sadness welled up in me on Sunday. Tears come unexpectedly these days and I am usually unprepared and, of course, in public places. We were singing one of my favorite songs in church “In Christ Alone.” I was praising God, doing fine, and then this line came: From life’s first cry to final death… In …
I love this little boy so much already. I think its partly because I know my time with him is short so I spend time thinking about him, praying for him and loving him even more so than I usually do during pregnancy. Another woman who carried a Potter’s Syndrome baby called it “Packing a …